I see you gone,
some words, some misery
some laughs, some cries
some prize, some pain
some words, some misery.
some words, some misery
some pure, some dark
some life, some dirge
some words, some misery.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Forever
I see you gone,
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
WHY ?
Why do i always have to be alone ?
Why there is no one who is just concerned about me ?
A someone, somewhere just for me
why do those whom i want to be in my world, have to run away into worlds of their own
those with whom i get intimate with have to have more important works than me, why ?
Why do i expect too much out of everybody, when i know they cant keep up to my expectations ?
Why do i hurt myself, cry and scratch walls when they aren't around, knowing they are somewhere, unconcerned ?
Why do i give my best to maintain links, when i know the others ain't even trying?
Why it happens that when i feel i have a perfect life
it all comes tumbling down into ruins ?
Why?
Saturday, May 8, 2010
BETTER THAN ME
i looked into your eyes ; i saw love and trust
the way you held my hand tight
the way you nodded on everything i said
i felt that you are killing urself to be perfect for me
and deep inside i felt guilty
because i know,that i ain't perfect myself
im so much used to using you
that it feels all too normal
but sometimes i feel like ive lost you
lost you a long time ago
now,you are just a slave to my orders
you do what i want you to do
im so used to blaming you for everything wrong
that now i feel you are wrong indeed
but then i tell myself'this is all i wanteda girl who loves and obeys me'but im not happy
because i fear that i might not be able to keep my promises
because i see a lot of expectations in your beautiful eyes
that i might not be able to fulfill
it wouldn't have mattered if you were a cheater
it wouldn't have mattered if you were a liar
but you are none
i know that you are not perfect
but you are so much better than me
YOU AND ME
You and me
as we walk on the frozen river, you rest on my shoulder
your warm breath on my neck, the beauty of these twisted trees
i enjoy your company
you and me
you and me
as we dance on this frozen river
your hand in mineand i take the lead
your pink lips and white sparkle beneath
you enjoy my company
you and me
you and me
you and me as we lie on this frozen river
i look into your eyes and i see love
you and me
you and me
night sky above,beneath is frozen river
this cold is no match to our warmth
we both are one ,recluse and arcane
you enthral every part of me
you and me
you and me
as your dark nails touch my lips
you run through their length
i look into your radiant eyes
the cruel time does stop
and we kiss for eternity
you and me.........
untitled
i have my hands tightly held around my chest...Couldn't buy a jacket this winter....Sold old one's off...Running short of money , you See don't feel like working since u've gone c'mon don't make me wait anymore, remember...This bench is the place where we met last..Where you kissed me goodbye since then i've been here every saturday..Hoping that u'd return
now,i think i should leave im hungry you see maybe i would have to sleep empty stomach....You don't worry, okay you didn't turn up today too but i know you would someday.....Ill wait till then..And i'd be fine b'cause i still have a reason to live...ITS YOU