BETTER THAN ME

Last night when you were sitting on my lap
i looked into your eyes ; i saw love and trust
the way you held my hand tight
the way you nodded on everything i said
i felt that you are killing urself to be perfect for me
and deep inside i felt guilty
because i know,that i ain't perfect myself
im so much used to using you
that it feels all too normal
but sometimes i feel like ive lost you
lost you a long time ago
now,you are just a slave to my orders
you do what i want you to do
im so used to blaming you for everything wrong
that now i feel you are wrong indeed
but then i tell myself'this is all i wanteda girl who loves and obeys me'but im not happy
because i fear that i might not be able to keep my promises
because i see a lot of expectations in your beautiful eyes
that i might not be able to fulfill
it wouldn't have mattered if you were a cheater
it wouldn't have mattered if you were a liar
but you are none
i know that you are not perfect
but you are so much better than me